I would be a big fat liar if I was denying how much proud I feel after a session like this. I'm also feeling guilty about feeling this proud. Would this mean that I'm satisfying myself? This would be the most dangerous thing to happen. At least I still see thousands of things I should do better, but somehow I'm becoming less shy to show my work. Need to stay sharp, I still need that little voice ready to mock at me and punish me. So let's suck some more, and get burried into shame, and hopefully again, like a Phoenix I will reborn out of my mountain of suckiness ashes, and gain a new level! Thanks to the model, and her strong presence.
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